Beginning is bloody difficult. I don’t know why. Does it from infancy, and the acquired knowledge that once you begin, the form, format, ground, whatever, is somehow, irrevocably re-cast? Is it because, cars certainly is more often than not the case with me, I don’t k is where to begin, and am simply filled with blind panic, and so begin anywhere?
I am all filled up with beginning because I am beginning. Beginning music, that is. I will begin, and I will post, such details as they are, here. And so the beginning will exist.